26 before 26

As much as i want to reflect on how i have improved over the past year, i would love to remember things that i did as a group of little achievements. I have grown, a millisecond older each millisecond and it's inevitable, time goes by and i cannot pause nor re-live it. everything is happening and not happening at the same time. everything is different and the same. changing, moving, inevitably, stop. every millisecond matters does it? doesn't it? making choices is part of growing up, facing the result of our choices is part of wisen up. the truth is, nobody knows what to do with their life. it is just us, filling our in-between birth and death, with anything that might feel like it's the right thing to do searching for any possible meaning of life. not wanting to believe that we're just a living being that lives and dies for nothing. no meaning. nothing. nothingness. twenty six before twenty si

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