Lost Girl

I've always been asking myself this question. Am I a memory? Or is the memory.. You? Are we nothing... but a collection of memories? They say that a memory... .. is something you reconstruct depending on small fragments of recollections in your mind. They say that remembering, is the same as seeing illusion. What is existence? What if we had stopped there? or if we'd turned the corner... What if we hadn't stumbled over pebbles, or even gotten lost? What if we'd never stopped... What if back then... What if... What if... Innumerable small choice led me onto the road I'm now. when I was right, and when I was wrong. I was always me. You, him, and everyone... We are alright now. It's alright now. The sad times The happy times All of them are precious memories. So I pray, Please, Let these forever be precious memories... for you as well. THANK YOU [Bokura ga Ita, March 26 2015 finished]

Actually I want to love. Compared to anyone else, You are the person who have the strongest desire to love. [Bokura ga Ita]

Nonetheless, the bowl of flowers without such wounds is way more beautiful. Because even if you heal the wounds, The scar still remains. That's just how some things are. Ultimately, no matter how they end, it's best to not having experienced them at all. [Bokura ga Ita]

I believe in the future.. .. and what lies in front of me. That's because my past was always "zero". There's nothing left but to move forward. Will I be able to chose the right path? The compass that I'm holding... Is it not broken?

Someone once said that... ...memories are just fractions of mind. When we remember, we fiddle these fractions around in, what we think, the right way. Therefore, memories are creations. To remember means to dream... ... And memories themselves are nothing more than mere illusions. [Bokura ga Ita]

We didn't make mistakes. We didn't do anything wrong. We didn't fail, nor we lied. And although at that time we did our best, The memories, the thought.. Time has changed it all. Promises to tears Vows to wounds A dear person.. Into a wonderful memory Inside the eternity [bokura ga ita]

I'm the bird that can't fly I'm the cat that can't bite I'm the dog that can't bark I'm the fish that can't swim I'm trapped in a cage people made I'm drowned in  the middle of invisible ocean I'm bounded with thousands fear I'm tormented Yet, Once the cage was open Once i felt the wind passed through the door You were afraid of me